Everything Comes Back To You Everywhere I go, everything I do My thoughts always come back to you A person in the street carrying a child Seeing somebody pushing a pram A family with three healthy kids Your brothers in the pool learning to swim Everywhere I go, everything I do My thoughts always return to you A toddler who's just learnt to walk Children playing in the park A boy in a red jumper off to nursery Undisturbed autumn leaves lying on the ground Everywhere I go, everything I do I think of all the things that you never got to do Going out as a family Watching a film in our front room Sitting alone eating my lunch Walking away from the school on my own Everywhere I go, everywhere I look I'm reminded of the life which meningitis took Your brothers at the bathroom sink brushing their teeth Teenage boys walking past me in a shop Christmas', birthdays, going on our holidays Knowing that I should be applying for your school Everywhere I go, everything I see I think of the person who you never got to be Everywhere I go, everything I do My thoughts, my heart belongs to you Written leading up to Joshua's 3rd anniversary